20 & 149

well it has been forever. sorry my fellow fans.

but i do have good news...

20 days until pitchers and catchers report to spring training :)

this could possibly be the best news i have ever received due to the fact that i am beyond sick of winter.

i dont ski, or snowboard, or build forts... so to me winter is dreadful. 

however, on another positive note. 149 days till the Ogden Raptors opening night! 

for those of you who are unaware i will be going on my 6th year, this year, working for the Raptors. they are the Los Angeles Dodgers minor league team (aka farm team). it is the most amazing opportunity in the world and i cant believe how lucky i am to spend my time there. it is my family and it is my life.
 the players, the coaches, the owner, my boss, my coworkers and all the fans make it the happiest place on earth, and i learn so much from them. they have allowed me to be myself and that is what keeps me coming back. 

this summer there is a strong chance my life will change, for the better! if you all remember the boy i previously posted about..well ;) ..thats for another time...

but i cant wait to share my little corner of the world with him. 

dont worry fans, the sun will come out again, the fog will lift and the buds of spring will be in bloom. it is almost here. 

20 days until unlimited rays :)

..:in love:..

I've always been passionate about one thing and that has always been baseball. Baseball was my first love and it taught me so much. I think once you find something you are so deeply passionate about it grows to consume your life. Fortunately for me a couple of months ago my true love entered my life. His name is Cameron Wood. We met through mutual friends on May 30, which happened to be his 23 birthday, and our love story just grew from there. I decided to write this post because Cam has been there for me through so much lately and he has helped me keep my head on straight. I think that's what makes a perfect couple. Two people who know each other on such a level where they are willing to see past the others fault and just love them.
With Thanksgiving around the corner I am really trying to focus on what I am grateful for. I am so thankful for my life, I wouldn't change it. It has been a very difficult two years for me and through all the struggles and the tears I formed some sort of wall. This wall was built from trust issues and insecurities and the feeling of being lost but I found someone who broke that down and helped me believe again. It was a feeling I haven't felt since years ago. I am happier than I have ever been, more in love than I could possibly imagine and within the year I hope to marry this boy and continue to be this happy for the rest of eternity.
Hopefully this Thanksgiving we all recognize what truly matters and what we are truly grateful. Happy holidays my fellow fans :)